Post by Namine on Sept 15, 2008 17:07:47 GMT -5
Wind blowing softly and the skies warming her skin, Namine sat on a bench in one of the ally-ways of Twilight Town. There wasn't really much for her to do today, but she had some spare time seeing as how the Organization XIII didn't seem to be trying as hard as usual to get her. That was a relief. She was in desperate need of a break. Although she was spectacular at hiding it, having someone after you all the time was stressful. And then of coarse, there was Diz. Enough with that though. She was supposed to be trying not to think about it instead of remembering.
Opening up her sketchbook with nervous fingers from being paranoid, Namine brushed a strand of her fine blonde hair that the wind blew out of place back over her shoulder. She picked up the pencil that lay next to her and began to draw what ever came to her mind. She found herself making a portrait of the boy like Sora. Roxas. Sora's nobody. In her drawing, he was fighting off many heartless being thrown at him. She portrayed him as strong and a warrior defending his three friends witch she drew off into the background.
Roxas. Hayner. Pence. Olette. Those were some of the luckiest people in the world. There friendship was true and none of these kids ever seemed to be lonely. She wished she could have friends like those. She often found herself lonely and possible a little bit jealous of the bond they shared. When was her time going to come? When was she going to get friends like these? Everyone seemed to have friends. Even Sora. He had Kairi and Riku. Maybe Namine's time would never come...After all, she was never supposed to exsist either. Maybe it was not her purpose to make friends with the time she had here how ever short or long it would be.
"You're letting your emotions get to you..." she spoke to herself in a quiet tone.
The only word for her feelings towards all Sora, Roxas, and their friends would have to be jealousy. At least, that was the only way she could think about describing it. Was there even another word for it? If there was, finding it for her was hopeless. Her thoughts were so scrambled. Why did she have to be Namine's nobody? If she wasn't, she wouldn't be half as important to everyone's plans. She wouldn't be forced against her will and she'd be able to live life her way and have all the small luxuries that came with friends.
Attempting to loosen up her mind and unwind her emotions a little bit, she closed her sketchbook. This stupid book of drawings was the only thing that she felt separated her from Kairi and made her a little bit of an individual person. Even though Kairi was an artist, she didn't see her carrying around a sketchbook like this. Namine shook her head and looked up to the orange skies of Twilight Town. Wouldn't it be wonderful if everyday was this relaxing and wonderful?
Opening up her sketchbook with nervous fingers from being paranoid, Namine brushed a strand of her fine blonde hair that the wind blew out of place back over her shoulder. She picked up the pencil that lay next to her and began to draw what ever came to her mind. She found herself making a portrait of the boy like Sora. Roxas. Sora's nobody. In her drawing, he was fighting off many heartless being thrown at him. She portrayed him as strong and a warrior defending his three friends witch she drew off into the background.
Roxas. Hayner. Pence. Olette. Those were some of the luckiest people in the world. There friendship was true and none of these kids ever seemed to be lonely. She wished she could have friends like those. She often found herself lonely and possible a little bit jealous of the bond they shared. When was her time going to come? When was she going to get friends like these? Everyone seemed to have friends. Even Sora. He had Kairi and Riku. Maybe Namine's time would never come...After all, she was never supposed to exsist either. Maybe it was not her purpose to make friends with the time she had here how ever short or long it would be.
"You're letting your emotions get to you..." she spoke to herself in a quiet tone.
The only word for her feelings towards all Sora, Roxas, and their friends would have to be jealousy. At least, that was the only way she could think about describing it. Was there even another word for it? If there was, finding it for her was hopeless. Her thoughts were so scrambled. Why did she have to be Namine's nobody? If she wasn't, she wouldn't be half as important to everyone's plans. She wouldn't be forced against her will and she'd be able to live life her way and have all the small luxuries that came with friends.
Attempting to loosen up her mind and unwind her emotions a little bit, she closed her sketchbook. This stupid book of drawings was the only thing that she felt separated her from Kairi and made her a little bit of an individual person. Even though Kairi was an artist, she didn't see her carrying around a sketchbook like this. Namine shook her head and looked up to the orange skies of Twilight Town. Wouldn't it be wonderful if everyday was this relaxing and wonderful?